Dream notes 6-23-2025
@sam Psychologically and physically tortured (felt real pain). I was brought to a facility and psychologically manipulated into saying I did things I didn’t do. I kept escaping, but I would wake up back inside in different psychological scenarios.
It all seemed like a set: the facility and a mini city block (maybe 2–3 blocks) all within a bigger structure. Directly outside the facility, it felt like I was still inside a gigantic structure with the ceiling maybe a mile up.
There was an odd looking court, with 6000+ jury votes against me to 1. My grammy was alive and seemed to support me. My parents were there too, supporting me and trying to help me get out. It seemed like many regular people saw me as a threat and wanted me locked in that facility.
A memorable escape (didn’t feel like I was in the structure anymore) involved going down a path in the woods that reached a dead end—what seemed to be a driveway to a home. A lake was on the side, looking downward as if I was on a slope. Turning back, there were snakes, and some attacked me.
I woke up back inside the facility, this time next to others stuck there. A man came out and shot me in the side of chest. It seemed to keep happening, and I’m not sure if he worked there. In one wake-up attempt, he started fires all around me, but I managed to get around the fire.
The handler was revealed at this moment. The handler was a tall woman with dark hair, white skin, a dark coat, and one noticeable light grey eye and one darker brown eye. She told me she didn’t think I would inaudible and seemed saddened. I saw images or things with writing in the pictures—like “porky” and other words—that looked like Microsoft Paint over an image, writing words through the patterns of the images instead of just over them. These images would appear at the beginning of the dream and appeared again in flashes when she spoke to me, but they seemed to stop here. She didn't give off a feeling of good or bad, I couldn't tell.
The words like “porky” (the only one I can remember) emergent in the patterns of the imagss don’t seem to relate to my subconscious because I’ve always been underweight, I don’t recall using that word IRL either.
It seemed to all be over and I woke up briefly (I actually woke up for about 20 minutes before falling back asleep).
As I fell asleep again, I was in my childhood home and bedroom. People would act normal, then suddenly say something really off, reminding me of the facility. When I tried to shut the door or window they were talking through, they’d get aggressive and change moods. Facial expressions changed from nice and warming to full of doom. This kept happening.
I ended up in the woods, maybe the backyard. It was clearly fall—no leaves, and the trees seemed black. I felt like I was finally out of it and saw blue particles or glowing things on the ground, isolated in a small region maybe 9 inches in depth and 12 inches in height. As I knelt down to them, the tree branches moved around me and pierced through my ribs. It was really painful.
I recall being back in my bedroom and needing to stop thinking to make everyone go away. I would clear my mind of thought, and everything would start to disappear. I kept using this strategy for the rest of the dream.